One Year Gluten Free

Obviously gluten and I have a love hate relationship. I used to love to eat it, and it hated my guts (literally). I suffered because of this love and was sick for years. At points I broke up with all food and stopped eating, for fear of getting sick and hurt by anything I may injects. I lost 50 pounds in 3 months and was accused repetitively of having a eating disorder. I was depressed, fatigued, bruised easily, had thinning hair and had fluctuations in weight and mood almost as sever as Charlie Sheen fluctuating between ‘weird’ to ‘totally Fing Crazy’. But no matter what, I stupidly kept getting back together with gluten. I had no idea it was a killer, it kept it’s secrets well. Yet almost 8 years after first getting very sick, and a life time of stomach troubles, I discovered gluten’s secret and we broke it off for good. That was March 1st, 2010, the first day of the rest of my gluten free life.

Fast forward one year later and light years ahead for me physically,mentally and emotionally. Last Tuesday I celebrated one full year of being gluten free! Oddly enough, I almost forgot about the anniversary! I guess this shows how into the grove of my new life I am. If anything, I wish I had taken a before and after picture. There are subtle differences that make me look much healthier. My skin is brighter, my hair is thicker and more shiny, my eyes are no longer dull black holes and I don’t carry what I would call ‘starvation’ weight. My mind is sharp, not dulled by an invisible fog I couldn’t see through and frantic thoughts. My mood is more stable, minus that wonderful PMS that some of us get, which makes my relationships fuller and happier. All in all, the changes needed to adapt to this diet went easy for me. While I still think about gluten free food, like Little Vincent’s pizza after a night on the town, I have not once cheated just to ‘remember how good it felt to feel bad’. I want to love and nurture my body, not continue to torture it. I have become a stronger and more creative individual because of this disorder, making me all the better for a role in the field of social work as someone who will be able to stand up for those who have difficulty doing so for themselves. 
Of course, this diet doesn’t come without it’s prices. Not having a job now, I am finding it increasingly difficult to find food that is with in my price range. I am not suffering, I am just finding myself to be more creative. Not all of my health issues have healed either, as I supposed they would. Going gluten free isn’t a cure all, it’s a change. I still have my other oral allergies and occasional digestive issues to attend to. To top it off, not eating grains, a good source of carbohydrates which slowly break down into sugar and keep your blood sugar stable, I am also developing blood sugar issues. This will require more changes to my diet which I will soon be addressing. 
I wouldn’t have been able to make it this far, and continue to progress every day, without the help of my friends and my family. Mike has been a gluten loving godsend. I cannot tell you how hard he tries to arrange the kitchen for me, cook meals, download gluten free itouch applications, buy me new products, tolerate my blogging/tweeting and brush his teeth several times a day just to give me a kiss on the lips when he eats gluten. Of course there are days when I am still not feeling well and am down, but that is when my friends and family are there to pick me up and set me back on track. 
If given the change to redo my life without celiac disease, I wouldn’t do it. I would choose this path because it has made me who I am today and will help me become who I am supposed to be tomorrow. 
So, Happy one year anniversary of our separation gluten. I hope you are doing well without me, because I am doing GREAT without you. 
Celtic Celiac @ http://celtic-celiac.blogspot.com/

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